I have a plethora of cycling interests. Perhaps it is my character or my ADHD nature, but I tend to switch regularly amongst topics and interests, tunneling ever deeper into one before changing gears to something else entirely. It would behoove me to be more focused or at least apply myself more diligently, for the sake of my own expertise, but some part of me enjoys the freedom of being able to pursue things willy nilly.
Despite my lack of decorum and lack of deep expertise in a particular technical realm, I do have an approximately undergraduate level of experience in electrical and computer engineering, and physics. What I lack in direct exposure I try to make up for with an analytical and intuitive mind. I deeply enjoy words, reading, and moreso, writing, and relish in written nonfiction, fiction, and poetry.
Self-expression is a niche of deep fondness, though I struggle with the wonts of the ego towards egoic self-fulfillment, of ambition and making a name for oneself. I prefer, or rather, my soul prefers the kind of self-expression that is free of any end save expression itself; my soul seeks for purity, though my ego dreams of accolades and material success.
There is a certain bit of madness about me, which has interfered in my day-to-day, in my growth, in my career, in the very essence of my being. It has equally shaped me, forged me into who I am. I prefer not giving a name to this force, nor annotating it with positivity nor negativity, but it is what it is, and I am what I am.
So go on, you! I hope I have successfully described myself, but in a vague, ambivalent essence that communicates the essence without defining me in absolute brush-strokes as “this” or “that”; rest assured, there is as much to me as there is to you, and similarly much contained within the tomes of these pages.
I daresay, I hope you enjoy, and find something to your fancy.